Casandra J. Orgill

Sunday, September 21, 2014

I believed in love at second sight

This is not a love story.
until I met you, I believed that love was real.
That two halves could make a whole.

my mind was a closed toothpaste factory,
But You turned it into something beautifully unspoken.
You showed me how to think, how to live, how to...love
We destroyed the world with our hand gun,
and our unknown milky disorders combined into one unstoppable love.


Some lovers kiss under the stars
but we explored them.
every touch was a brand new constellation
and we hung onto every star like chandeliers.
we swung across the universe with our hands grasped tightly,
Together we made a galaxy of our own

I started to believe it was love at second sight.

Most people hide their pain in their beauty
but we hid our beauty in our pain


Until I met you, my heart was oblivious to fear.
You showed me what a heartbreak was.

now I cry every time that song plays in my car, especially on rainy Tuesdays
That song that would take us into another dimension full of words without pain.
when that song played, We never thought about tomorrow because our words were the only tomorrow we cared about.

I can't watch the phantom of the opera without turning into a waterfall.
rushing downward, heavily into the past,
and you're the only one who could see through the rushing waters.
Our history isn't as beautiful as I thought it was
and your mystery was the only thing that got to me.

Until I met you, I thought love would save me

but You showed me what a heart ache was.
you never told me your middle name
but I soon figured out it was betrayal
and all I wrote were endings and I drafted the love stories.

My heart sunk a little deeper in my chest
and My teeth sunk a little deeper into a bittersweet end.

You were trying to fix my brokeness, but your eye lids were always closed.

I tried calling you last week,
but you changed your number
so thank you, for showing me that love isn't real
But I still have hope that one day, it will be.

4 comments:

  1. I couldn't choose a favorite line so I chose two.

    every touch was a brand new constellation
    and we hung onto every star like chandeliers.

    Our history isn't as beautiful as I thought it was
    and your mystery was the only thing that got to me

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  2. "my mind was a closed toothpaste factory" I dont know if you meant this to mean what it meant to me but it was beautiful and your a glorious writer

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  3. Until I met you, I thought love would save me
    but You showed me what a heart ache was.

    What I've been trying to say for 8 months. You're an exquisite writer, dear.

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