Casandra J. Orgill

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Watching a Thousand Sunrises

This world scares me.
There are so many things to see and so many ways to live.
And I am afraid I won't ever be able to experience it all.
I am Afraid I Won't be able to taste all the sweetness of the world.
And that scares me the most.
Giving me an empty longing for an adventure.

I want to feel like an adult while strolling through the streets of Venice.
I want to fall in love with an iced coffee in hand under the Eiffel Tower.
I want to get lost in the streets of Manhattan.
I want to watch the sunrise from a thousand different horizons.

I don't just want to see the world, I want to feel it.

I want to dance in the rain under city lights.
I want to stare down never ending one way streets with a map tied to my wrists.
I want to kiss the edge of every visible ocean.
I want to live beyond these walls.

I want my mind to become a map of the world.

I never want to see the same place twice.
I want to leave my heart in a paper town and ghost towns.
I want to have 200 stories to tell about how beautiful every culture is.
I don't want to be trapped here.

I want to be adventurous.
oh darling Let's be adventurous.





13 comments:

  1. THIS. this is exactly how I feel too. Love this post. And your blog. Seriously one of my favorites.

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  2. "I don't just want to see the world, I want to feel it."

    This is everything.

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  3. I love this. Absolutely love this. Plus sparkles appear when I drag my mouse across your blog.... WHAAATT??

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  4. Beautiful. Simply beautiful. I feel you. I really understand how you feel, I've felt it before. Except replace Paris with New York and iced coffee with a water bottle from Wal-Mart

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  5. what lovely things to be afraid of....

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  6. Beautiful. Very well written. Couldn't help but feel how you feel. Thanks for sharing.

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  7. When my mouse made the stars I felt powerful.

    Also adventure is out there. If you look hard enough you can always find it, great post.

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  8. Ma'am I simply adore this. thank you for your words.

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  9. I relate to this. A lot.

    Beautiful post.

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  10. You
    Are
    The
    Cats
    Pajamas.

    Okay.

    --Sgt. Pepper

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  11. I agree with the Sgt. You are extraordinary.

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  12. "I don't want to be trapped here."

    Simple, but yes.

    And the mouse on your blog is blowing my mind.

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